Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Are We Really That Bad?

Just miles from my current school is a gas station which I will leave unnamed. My lunch hour consists of a trip to said gas station with a friend. As always, I am a paying customer for all goods I desire from the store. I find myself to be quite honest in my daily life. Here lies the problem: why am I always pictured? While browsing the candy isle after selecting lunch from the respective section I proceed to take a candy bar from a box on the shelf. With my 90 degree turn towards the counter to pay for my goods I am greeted with a menacing gaze from the Indian store clerk. I continue to pay where I am asked to agree to be searched by the on site security officer. Knowing my pockets contain nothing against any store rule or law, I agree. I am searched an nothing is found except for my wallet and cell phone/MP3 player. The clerk and security officers look relieved. It was not until leaving the store that I started to ponder the motives of the clerk. Am I to be judged because of my age? Am I to be judged by the manners of others? Here lies the racism embedded into our society. I am a Caucasian American with a clean criminal record who pays for his goods yet due to the actions of others I am pictured as a thief. I question my actions in that store. Should I return the glare and picture the clerk as Apu? Should I comment on the number of explosives he has in his store? I am a strong believer that respect should be given as it is received. I will not output my respect towards someone who is not willing to do the same.

6 comments:

  1. Hmm.. Dunno but I'm sure he probably just thought he saw you stash something; I doubt it had anything to do with being white.

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  2. I dare you to ask him how many tons of explosives he has dude!

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  3. I guess it's difficult to say. Often when I where a vest with my tattoos showing, I have about 80 hours worth so fairly heavily tattooed. People seem to form opinions of me, before they meet me. It's just the way society is, I probably do it to without even thing about it.

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  4. Very interesting story. Racism is a losing battle no matter what side your on. The oly real way to solve is just say fuck you to the clerk and dont shop there again. I think it's disgusting how things like this happen DAILY to white people. But "UHOH A WHITE MAN SAYS NIGGER AND THE WHOLE FREAKING WORLD GOES CRAZY". If nigger is offensive, then why do so many blacks say it? is a word racist if its said by one race? my point, racism is a losing battle.

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